Silences

By Dr. Marco V. Benavides Sánchez. I always believed silence was a form of rest, a truce amidst the noise. But now I understand it as a mirror. One that does not distort, does not forgive, that shows what we avoid looking at. In that reflection, I have seen my face without masks, my fears crouching in the corners of my mouth, my guilt wrapping around my throat like smoke. Silence does not come alone. It brings with it thoughts that were asleep—questions I avoided, words I did not say, emotions poorly folded in the drawer of my soul. It appears just when I most crave noise, when the television, music, and distant voices are not enough to drown out what lives within me. Sometimes, I look out the window in search of a distant sound—a dog barking, an engine passing, a leaf crunching. And I cling to that small echo as if it were a rope saving me from falling into the abyss of myself. Because silence, when prolonged, can turn into vertigo. And looking ...